• “He was the most Russian of us all”, said Stravinsky.
• Had a short a marriage of nine-days despite his homosexuality, and attempted suicide after this headlong trial.
• Admired Beethoven, Mozart, Wagner, and didn’t like so much Berlioz, Brahms.
• Was Ultra-Sentimental and thus is an all-time favorite of the Gauche and unpolished populace.

Just heard the news that Jiaqi Guo has passed away, after fighting with leukemia bravely for almost a year. Life is so short when you look back at the exit. Yet she left us a beautiful story, about a girl fighting with death, so defiantly, so undauntedly, that it just make the ending so sad.

I’ve always believed in that we’ve been familiar with lies and big talks in everyday life that a little truthful piece of thinking can be very moving. And indeed so. May her rest in peace.

Her last words:

我很遗憾，我不能坚持下去了，我尽力了，朋友们尽力了，家人都已尽力了，我最后的愿望。

第一个愿望，最放不下的当然还是父母了，我希望他们在我去的时候能过上轻松愉悦的生活，还上那些人情债，我希望他们晚年幸福安康。

第二个愿望，是洗个澡，这个愿望是死后妈妈来完成了，因为肺部感染已不能洗澡了。

第三个愿望，把我写的童话故事出版，已写了一半，我相信幼幼会帮我完成的。

其他的希望是祝愿大家幸福安康，如果真的有灵，我会保佑大家的，保佑我的家人朋友们，保佑天下善良的人。如果有机会我能表达我的愿望，我相信你们都能理解我的，我相信它们都会一一实现的。

2009年10月8日凌晨

国家琪口述，妈妈执笔